He looked at her with something between professional respect and personal concern. “We’re talking weeks. Not months.”
She nodded once.
In the parking lot, she sat in her car without starting it. A woman her age passed along the sidewalk with her husband, who was holding her elbow as she stepped off the curb. Sylvie looked at her hands on the steering wheel.
Then she opened her purse and took out Walter’s bank card.
She had started carrying it with her recently — not using it, just carrying it. She wasn’t entirely sure why. Something to do with knowing it was there. Something to do with knowing that even now, even in this, there was a resource she had access to that she had not asked anyone for.
She held it for a moment.
“Not yet,” she said to nobody in particular, and put it back.
The Church Potluck Where Her Children Started to Suspect Something, and What Mrs. Bell Said About Walter’s Award
That Sunday, she went to the church potluck with lipstick on and a green bean casserole she had nearly burned.
She was at the coffee table when Adele appeared at her elbow. “Mama. You’re sweating.”
“Doris made the coffee so strong it’s practically a defibrillator,” Sylvie said. “I’d be sweating too if you’d had three cups.”
Jeremiah materialized on her other side. “You’re out of breath.”
“I walked from the parking lot.”
“You parked by the door.”
“Son, I’m in my seventies. Everything takes longer.”
Chanel came around from behind them with a paper plate and a narrowed expression. “Why are we standing in a circle around Mama like it’s an intervention?”
“Because she looks pale,” Adele said.
Chanel looked at Sylvie directly. Really looked at her, the way Chanel always looked at things — straightforward, with her full attention.
“Mama.”
Sylvie hated that tone. It was too accurate.
“You would tell us if something was wrong,” Adele said. It was formatted as a statement but functioned as a question.
“Of course.”
Jeremiah watched her face. “Are you sick?”
The word sat in the air between them.
She patted his arm. “I’m stubborn. That’s not the same thing.”
Before any of them could find the next question, Mrs. Bell from the choir arrived with a paper plate of deviled eggs and the expression of someone carrying news.
“Did you all hear about Walter?”
Sylvie’s stomach did something quick and unpleasant. “No.”
“The senior golf club is honoring him at a dinner this Friday. Something about family contributions. Committees, fundraising, all of that.”
